Kenny and I went to the British Open in Kent on Saturday. It took about two hours to get there, including a 90 minute train ride. The ride gave me more than enough time to stare out the window, watch the sheets of rain coming down and contemplate how wonderful a day of watching golf in such cold and wet conditions would be. We had a 20 minute walk/40 minute queue after leaving the station, and it poured the entire time. Most wives would have done an about-face and marched right back to the station, but I am no such wife. We watched golf in the rain for over 5 hours. We were so soaked that we were shivering (despite wearing fleeces and rain jackets with hoodies). It was a miserable day. We still had a good time but were thankful that we were not returning on Sunday!
I wound up sitting next to a very large woman on the tube ride back. When I approached her I was thinking, oh great, two gigantic women sitting next to each other- this is going to be fun. Then I sat down, and we didn't even touch. I looked across from me and could see our reflections in the glass. I was surprised at how, well, small I looked in comparison to her (don't worry, I haven't convinced myself that I am 'small'). She was so heavy that her head was several inches above mine, even though she was probably shorter than I. The rest of her was the same- her body was forward due to the amount of fat on her back, her arms stuck out from her sides due to the girth of her midsection. I was amazed- just 8 months ago that was me!
My immediate thought was how did I handle being THAT large?!? I know I didn't handle it well. I was slow and I was sweaty. I went to the US Open (golf) in 2009 in Long Island, and I remember hating it. It was just too much walking- trekking from hole to hole, climbing the stairs to the grandstands and making my way up every hill of Bethpage Black- sheer agony! That was then. Now the climbing and the walking don't bother me. In fact, Kenny even remarked on how quickly I walk now and how much I have changed. Because he was so against this procedure, it is great to hear the compliments!
I've been pretty amazing with working out, but I only lost 0.4 last week. This is much better than gaining, but it is the least I have lost in a week since surgery. Only 13 days until my fill...